A Stolen Secret
My dear,
I don't know how else to put it, I've been chasing shadows through rooms with you. You know the passion I bear and how weary it makes me. When a candle breathes with a closing darkness, the light is sure to go out. I can't hide this much longer. Everytime someone opens a door we slip behind bedposts and hat racks, I can't stand the secrecy. I am ready to rip the curtains off the windows, the boards from the floor. I will shout until I am hoarse. For the desire beneath my ribs is like a raging storm, an ocean's torrent that wont cease to press. When my lips touch yours my stomach rises with the fury and it is with every step away from you that tears my heart apart. I cannot be far from you any longer, I must let the world know these things I feel.
Your Love.
Fends.
I know I'm sturdy
But not enough for this
You wonder where I am, but you never call
I feel guilty and try to keep you around
But you're the one who's pushing me out
I feel like just forgetting you
Would that be childish and sensitive?
Probably
But I'm not going to try as hard anymore
Exit Music (For an Exit)
It's more unsafe to be in oblivion than the mouth of the black hole
That frosty pane of glass that helps you see only yourself
And that view only helps you up to the lap of ignorance
You feel happy, floating in the stars
But you're about to be rocked by some sort of cosmic explosion
And then where will you be? Finite space dust in somebodies cereal
Who are you without a title?
Nobody even remembers your name without the PhD or the Head Executive Chief Captain in Command of State Policies and Exquisite Compentencies
Smarten up
Bad Signs
I've started smiling when you're away
And falling apart at your kiss
Conversation
"What are the things you really enjoy to do?"
(lists a few things fondly)
"Have you been doing them lately?"
"....."
"Okay when was the last time?"
"LAst year...maybe. Yea last year"
"So you're falling apart because..."
I am falling asleep to alcohol and music
So the things of neccessity are falling to the wayside
You infuriate me, because I hurt myself and haven't cried yet
Double Dare
Lets go there?
I dare you
